kirana

I am thinking it’s a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they’re perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you’re away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, ‘come down now,’ they’ll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
‘come down now,’ but we’ll stay…

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

//the postal service//

I felt this before
Now I feel it again
No matter how hard I try
This feeling wont end

So I pretend youre here by my side
Tonight on this lonely ride
I keep telling myself that

Chorus:
Life goes on while youre miles away
And I need you
Time goes on as night steals the day
Theres nothing I can do

You heal up my wounds
I tasted your tears
You spilled out your heart
So I let out my fears

But one fear that I kept to myself
Was how I prayed that youd love no one else
Like youre saying you love me

Chorus

If you only knew how much I miss you

Solo

When my mind plays these tricks on me
It shows me things I dont want to see
Thats why I tell myself
I keep telling myself
Just take another piece of me

Chorus

And this last mile I travel with you…….

fiuh… pingin pulang…..

point …it’s a place without area…. a point is not a dot!!! a dot is a surface… it’s different with a point…

the shortest distance between 2 points is a straight LINE…

a LINE can be understood as a number of points that are adjacent to one another…

a Drawing is a composition of lines that have meanings…

……………………… sudah saatnya tidak sendiri2 lagi……….
bersama2 kita bisa membuat arti pada dunia!!..

04/06/07
Lenkok Bahru… bisa jadi awal yg baik…

amin!

fiuh… puas liburan 8 hari..pulang kandang…

gue belajar satu…semua masalah musti diselesein satu-satu…

rendengan benang kusut yg seolah gak ada ujungnya…musti sesegera mungkin diurai… dari mana? mungkin itu pertanyaan pertama yg terucap?

hemmm dari yg kasat mata!!! dari yg terjamah…dari yg terbayang di otak…

menyimpelkan masalah?
enggak juga…

take the time..re evaluate…set back… ngeliat dari jauh..dimana ujung benangnya…baru deh dimulai ngurainya… SALAH!!! makin KUSUT???

well semua perbuatan pasti ada resiko dan timbal baliknya.. ada positif atau negatif.. dan kesemua itu kan terjadi ketika langkah pertama sudah diambil.. ketika pilihan sudah diteetapkan…

berat ya… menjalani akibat dari kegagalan sebuah perjuangan..seolah2 gundukan cita2 yg sudah  perlahan2 disusun lenyap tersapu udara….. tapi hidup memang selalu  berputar antara menang kalah ..dan kearifan menerima keadaan dengan mengkompromikan ego-idealisme-realitas,menjadi sebuah proses luar biasa untuk menjadi dewasa…

gue dah lewatin proses yg cukup untuk melangkah ke tahap berikutnya dalam hidup gue….

take the time to THINK/ its the source of power
take the time to READ/ its the foundation of wisdom
take the time to QUIET / its the opportunity to seek GOD
take the time to PRAY/ its the greatest power on earth

–unknown–

    life is ordinary…………. it’s time …We do something differently…………….

let’s make a wrong decision …..

fiuh… jam 4:37 pagi dan masih blun bisa tidur…

dah minum obat batuk + 2 panadol yg konon bisa buat ngantug..tetep aja mata dan otak gak menyerah juga…..

anyway… g baca2 aja lagi bukunya Rhenald Khasali- CHANGE

ni yg g baca pagi ini :

hal.378

kenapa manusia enggan berubah….

1.perubahan itu bukan dtg dr diri orang tersebut.

2.gangguan terhadap rutinitas

3.perubahan menimbulkan ketakutan2 terhadap sesuatu yg baru

4. tujuan perubahan tidak jelas.

5. perubahan menimbulkan rasa takut kegagalan..

6. pengorbanan yg diberikan terlalu besar

7.sudah sangat puas dengn kondisi sekarang.

8.berpikiran negatif….

…………………………………..

jam 5.30pagi………. mule ngantug….bener2 harus kedokter….
obat yg kemarin terlalu lemah…gak ngobatin batuknya malah nyakitin lambung gue…eugh….dimana2 Madu itu mujarab…

What you gonna do?…everything just working fine…
go ahead and hurry…don’t you think it’s not the time?

Why do you always have to complicate everything in your life?

just take a break!!!

Can you find another way to appreciate everything in your life…

just going great……

huihiiiiiiiiiiii

thanks Mom!!

it’s never been easy… to say goodbye…

everything is changing… it’s all up to you…  take the risk or just smile…

well they gave me sort of Thousand Promises for me to stay…  but.. would it worth the price..?

Would it make happier? is it really my dream?

Life is like a solving a puzzle… i think it’s time for me to take another "wrong" turn.. let down all of those promises.. find another path … until everything falls in to its place…

hmmmmm

here we go………….yohooooooooow………….

well…

im gonna get thru this…..

bubye DPA… 

To change the world,
Start with one step.
However small,
The first step is hardest of all.

Once you get your gate,
You will walk in tall.
You said you never did,
Cause you might die trying,
Cause you might die trying.
Cause you—

If you close your eyes,
Cause the house is on fire.
And think you couldn’t move,
Until the fire dies.
The things you never did,
Oh, cause you might die trying,
Cause you might die trying.
You’d be as good as dead,
Cause you might die trying,
Cause you might die trying.

If you give, you, you begin to live.
If you give, you begin to live.
You begin, you get the world.
If you give, you begin to give
You get the world, you get the world.
If you give, you begin to live.

You might die trying.
Oh, you might die trying.
Yeah, you might die trying.

The things you never did,
Cause you might die trying;
You’d be as good as dead.
You never did.

//DMB//

Wakakaka… fiuh.. i did pushed the button………. tik tok tik tok……..