kirana

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn’t matter.

When you feel embarrassed then i’ll be your pride
When you need directions then i’ll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

–death cab for cutie–

waw!

tahun ini dimulai dengan rencana2….:) gak salah deh si rani kasi gue planner…emang harus buat rencana.. kalo enggak hari2 dilewatin gitu aja… gak ada target..gak ada adrenaline rush..karena tenggat yg makin dekat…

baru aja nih tanda tangan kontrak rumah baru.. untuk 2 thn!!! hemm PR juga! dan gue dah niat STAY di Sing.. gak jadi cabut ke oz..walau dah ada tawaran kerja…gak worthed…jadi makin jauh dari mimpi gue kayaknya…

im my own captain!mimpi gue masih sama! tujuanya sama (PULANG!)..cuma penumpangnya beda…

february gue pulang.. february juga pindah apt..february mo beli "rumah" baru!!!
february ada D&D di kantor… hihihi…Chinese new year… my new year!!

du du du duuuuuuuuuu
i’ll see you soon… but im busy mending broken pieces i had before……….

(sambil ngebayangin…gurame bakar…sate gino…ayam bakar taliwang… dudududu)

ahaha… gue mo curhat… :p

hidup itu pilihan..dr dulu masi g pegang kata2 ini…:)

dan hidup punya cara yg lucu untuk mengajari kita..  wah gue lagi di uji nih.. mungkin "penonton" disekitar gue deg2an juga ya liat episode2 mendatang.. tapi gue ngeliatnya malah jadi lucu.. dan ajaib..

wuih.. dikasi liat sama Tuhan..jalan hidup gue diikutin sama orang lain..jadi kaya liat film flashback…kdg gue pikir itu jalur gue..ternyata itu jalurnya orang lain loh…

sok atuh lah.. mungkin gue jatuh2 duluan..sakit2 duluan ngebukain jalan..ngeledakin ranjau2..biar yg lain pada enak jalanya…

mungkin itu peran gue dalam hidup ini ya?

aku adalah arsitek…aku adalah pionir!!!

aehauehauehu serasa jadi role model uyy… makasi ya  ……..

menarik!

tapi gue kali ini gak akan kasi hidup gue loh.. enak aja… lo boleh deh ikut2an icip2… toh selamanya lo akan ikut2an aja bisanya.. :p

tenang..semua gue sisain……gak akan abis buat gue sendiri mah…

selama lo masih bisa nikmatin basi-an gue (bahasanya si anie) ya silahkan… aehauehaeuaheuahuehaueau

pisss

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I’ll always love

You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
Before you

         I fly/I soar/this I adore. & then like a locomotive
the sound of your sorrow comes. I’m tired of the way it feels
I only apologized to you to make you feel better
But I think I’ve outgrown that horsehair sweater.

I’d rather be alone

you’re ‘bout as reliable as paper shoes in bad weathers,
but pain will roll off like water on feather.
You’d fly/you’d soar. But then like a locomotive
the sound of your sorrow comes. I’m tired of the way it feels
I only apologized to you to make you feel better but I think I’ve outgrown that horsehair sweater.

I’d rather be on my own

you’re ‘bout as reliable as paper shoes in bad weathers,
but pain will roll off like water on feathers. I’m tired of the way it feels
I only apologized to you to make you feel better
but I think I’ve outgrown that horsehair sweater.

I’d rather be alone

You’re ‘bout as reliable as paper shoes in bad weathers
but pain will roll off like water on feathers.

/incubus/

semalam gue ngobrol panjang dengan teman2 baik gue di Brussel’s sprout -robertson quay.Malam itu gue juga diberi  diary/planner 2007-hadiah tahun baru- kata temen baik gue itu……….

dan flash back ini dimulai….

dimulai sebelum natal 2006 hingga hari ini, setelah hampir 2 minggu keluar masuk lingkaran lama dan baru..seolah gue dipaksa mengurai mimpi2 lama..ingatan2 usang dan menyegarkan kembali timbunan emosi yg mengantarkan g ke tataran saat ini.

cepat sekali siklusnya sampai2 gue kehabisan napas…dan muntah2 karena keletihan 2hari yg lalu…:)

mengumpulkan serpihan2 dengan kemasanya masih terlihat sama.. masih dengan senyum yg sama dengan tawa yg sama..namun dengan isi yg berbeda..mimpi yg berbeda..dan pemahaman akan dunia yg berbeda..gue jg gak sama..

g jadi belajar liat benang2 hidup itu.. ada rajutan halus yg dihampar untuk kita lanjutkan atau kita mambuat tenunan baru.. ketika kita merasa kita hanya diam berputar2 ditempat… ternyata tidak…

semua ikut berputar sehingga putaran yg kita rasakan terasa lambat…kita berubah..berjalan mengikuti larik larik mimpi kita dulu…

kembali ke hadiah dari teman gue tadi… planner…hemmm ya…
Make a plan and a lot of hope…
ini bukan diary..tapi planner!..jadi g harus mencatatkan apa2 yg ingin gue lakukan dibeberapa waktu kedepan…apa yg ingin gue capai nanti…

g jg masih inget kata2 temen gue ini 1-2thn lalu… hidup terlalu singkat jika kita tidak punya rencana….

MIMPI.. akan tetap jadi mimpi.. dan akan jadi kesempatan yg nyata… syaratnya mudah… pecahkan dalam beberapa rencana kecil yg mungkin diraih….

oooh gosh… hidup gue indah dikelilingin sahabat2 yg hangat…kenapa harus khawatir..?

make PLANs!!!!

080107

Anyway you look, anyway you talk it over.
It’s easier to let it slip out of your mind.
But it rips your heart out.

So set him up,
Then let him fall.
Turn him over in your hands.

I’ve been watching your world from afar,
I’ve been trying to be where you are,
And I’ve been secretly falling apart,
I’ll see.
To me, you’re strange and you’re beautiful,
You’d be so perfect with me but you just can’t see,
You turn every head but you don’t see me.

I’ll put a spell on you,
You’ll fall asleep and I’ll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I’ll be the first thing you see,
And you’ll realize that you love me.

Yeah…
Yeah…

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes…

I’ll put a spell on you,
You’ll fall asleep,
I’ll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I’ll be the first thing you see,
And you’ll realize that you love me.

I’ll put a spell on you,
You’ll fall asleep ‘cos I’ll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I’ll be the first thing you see,
And you’ll realize that you love me, yeah…

yeah…
yeah…
yeah…
yeah.

aqualung-strange and beautiful……………….fiuh…..